Dear depression,
I am not your possession
You cast a shadow upon me
A shadow that follows
A shadow that swallows
all the light there is in me
Dear depression,
You convinced me
that I am yours to own
You are my bully
My murderer
Dear depression
But I am not your possession
You did not kill me
You did not take away the fire in me
Dear depression,
When you tell me to jump from the window
I say no
When you tell me
Existence is only hollow
I say no
When you tell me I am forever alone
I have my boyfriend’s hand to hold
And I say no
Dear depression,
I will not give you my submission
I am not your possession
I am not yours to own
Dear depression
For every tear you make me shed
I will giggle and and laugh a thousand times more
For every suicidal thought you put in me
I will think of my family
For all the energy you steal from me
I am determined
not to let you win
You may make me weak and stuck in bed
With the kind of exhaustion sleep can’t fix
But you can’t take away my belief
You can not deceive me
I will not drown like this
Dear depression,
I am not your possession
Or your puppet
For every reason you demand me to die
I will give you a thousand more reasons to stay alive
Dear depression,
I am telling you
I will not vanish without a fight
I am telling you
There are so much more for me to do
In this life
I am telling you
There are so much more I want to achieve
And you
Dear depression,
You sneaky thief
that steals and lies
You will not conquer me
I am not one of your shadows
I am not yours to own
Dear depression,
I am not yours to own.
I like your blog. It makes me feel better and really touching. Good luck
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thank you so much !!!! it means the world to me!!!!!! keep on going! sending you a big big hug!
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