Am I taking back control
by doing this
I ponder as I sit
with a bottle of sleeping pills before me
I stare at it
As I ponder if I am taking back control
By doing this
According to Buddhism
I chose to be reborn
If that is the truth to be told
I regret it
I regret being born
Growing up in this world
I regret it
I regret choosing to come back
to this
I am drained
No energy left
Did I consent to being born
Did I agree to this world
I was sent into a cosmic
Which is a bad mistake
Sometimes I think
I am the bad mistake
What is a mistake
Choosing life or ending it
Taking back control
because I didn’t agree to it
I ponder as I sit
with a bottle of sleeping pills before me
Beautifully narrated. Choosing life is not a mistake, it is a challenge to make it good. “sleeping pills !!! “
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Thank you. You’re right 🙂
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