Somedays Sometimes Someone

To someone I’m a lover

To someone I’m a sinner

To someone I’m a memory

 

Somedays I feel like a burden or a failure

Somedays I feel blessed or glamorous

 

Sometimes I’m a traveler

Sometimes I’m a prisoner

Sometimes I have a home

Sometimes I don’t

Sometimes I’m too yellow

And other days I’m too white

 

There are days when I can’t fall asleep

There are days

my bed becomes a locked room with no windows

There are nights I dream of his smiles

There are nights I die in my dreams

 

Sometimes I can feel the gravity

Sometimes someone is my gravity

Sometimes I’m just floating in the air

Lost and scared

 

Sometimes I am a dreamer

Sometimes I lose the race

Somedays I have answers

Other days answers are the questions

Somedays I’m invisible

Somedays I’m a person

 

To someone I am hope

To someone I am desperation

To someone I am their reflections

To someone I am just a shadow

To someone I am their music

To someone I don’t exist

To someone I’m one of them

To someone I’m an alien

 

In some places I have an accent

In some places I don’t

In some places I’m brave

In some places I’m scared and tired

In some places I feel light

In some places I am heavy

In some places

I’m too small and the room’s too big

In some places

I’m too big for the room

 

In somedays

At sometimes

To someone

I am just air

with a suitcase heart

in disguise in a human body

filled with memories and joy

or maybe a forgotten yesterday

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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